Wednesday is my night off right now. Monday is family night; Tuesday is my best friend’s night; Thursday is scripture study classes; Friday is usually laundry/ movie night; Saturday is temple night; Sunday is church. When I start school, I don’t know what that will turn into. But tonight, I am very grateful for my night off.
It’s relieving to not have to do anything, to not have to think of the right words to express myself, to not have to try to socialize, to just not have to try so hard period. I love people and I need people, but it is hard to express that need or communicate my thoughts. I know I do a “good job”, but it can still be exhausting sometimes.
So tonight, for this night, I am grateful to be alone, and I am okay with saying no words and forming no deep thoughts and just taking a break.