Have you ever felt so excited that it feels like a burst of energy going through your body?
This is what flapping feels like.
I feel the energy go up through my chest and then up into my head and down to my arms.
At this point, I have two choices:
- Let the energy stay there and dissipate.
- Let the energy come out by flapping, jumping up and down, and smiling like crazy.
Lately I have been choosing the second option more and more. Before this time in my life I didn’t really think I could ever flap. It happened once or twice when I was in college and was in my room alone, but before that I was never alone enough to flap. There was always someone who could potentially see and I couldn’t take that risk.
I have never flapped in front of anyone.
I have never flapped in front of friends or even my family.
No one knows I flap.
But… when I’m alone in an empty house, I can now allow myself to flap. And it feels so good. It just feels good to be completely free and completely me for a few seconds. And I’m glad that I can flap now.
This is my 100th post on this blog. I have been writing in this blog consistently for a little over a year now. I just wanted to thank you for joining me on this journey and being willing to listen and hopefully see things from a new perspective.